I must keep reminding myself of this

I wouldn’t say I’m in a rut.

No, it’s far too deep to be a rut. It’s a damn crater. And there’s no clear way to get out.

But I’m not doing this for me. That would make it a lot simpler. If that was the case, I certainly could have walked away by now. I probably would have. Because a good bit of this shit really isn’t worth it.

I’m doing this for someone else, though. In the end it will be worth every second I’ve had to restrain myself from screaming obscenities or doing something even dumber. There will be a nice little reward (hopefully). Until then I’ve got to keep my head down and just try to ignore everything and everyone around me.

So I’m still right here.


~ by J on November 17, 2008.

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